Thursday, April 7, 2011

Who can stand against me?

Wow. What a day we had yesterday. I had to go to DHS and sign up for Families First. They will pay for child care while I find a job or work or go to school. The plan is that I will go back to college. Yay me! I'd like to be a social worker. While I was getting things all set up for that DCS was at the school talking to my kids. Then they came to my house to talk to me and 'inspect". They said that there had been a complaint made against me. Of course we all know it was Tommy or his mother. Things went very well for me. She said the complaint was unfounded. She also said that Isaac told her he was afraid of his Daddy and that he never wanted to see his daddy again. :( poor little fella. Little Tommy didn't say much to them at all. She did say that they were both very angry with their dad and that I should probably get them into counselling. Of course I was a step ahead and I already have them scheduled to see their therapist. Tommy is also collecting attendance records from the school and medical records from the doctor. Unfortunately for him the kids have no unexcused absences and all the records will show that I am the one who ALWAYS takes them to the doctor. I am extra careful and take them even when they really didn't need to go...just to be sure. I am the one who is involved at school. He never takes them or picks them up. He's never been to s school function or a parent teacher confrence. It's always been me. Tommy and these kids have been my life since they came along and EVERYONE knows it. Everything he tries to do to make me look bad just ends up showing that I am a good mother and he has been a bad husband and father. I have been so angry because he is the one who has abandoned his family. He is the one who has committed adultary. He is the one who has been abusive to us and I have only loved him and been comitted and faithful. I have kept my vows. Yet, he is still accusing me of wrong doing. He is still trying to take everything...even my kids. He really believes that he will come out ahead in all of this. Apparently he doesn't know his Bible as well as I thought he did. He can try to lie and cheat and play dirty all he wants but ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD FOR ME! If my God is for me then who can stand against me? Certainly not Tommy! God knows the true story of the past 12 years. God knows my heart and God knows Tommy's heart. I can say without a doubt that God is on my side. :)

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